That feeling

Hey ya,

Yesterday lagi sekali tengok documentary Every minutes born in uk.  Tersentuh hati sekejap bila tengok video tu. Even I admit that I'm not ready yet to be a wife apatah lagi a mum.  Memang tak boleh nak pikul lagi responsiblity sebesar tu dalam umur baru 19 tahun. Tapi memang teringin nak ada my own baby.  Take care of them.  Feed them.  Change their diapers.  Play with them.  Usap kaki kecil diorang.  Choose their outfit. Maybe nilah perasaan semua perempuan kat dunia ni kan?  Sifat keibuan.  Tak kira lah berapa umur mereka. 

Kalau tengok bila a spouse being there together in the labour room, memang terbayangkan how's me in the future,  ada peluang ke nak ada pengalaman macam tu?  Hmmm.  Hopefully someday ada someone that will hold me tight and be there for me to give support when i'm struggling to deliver our baby.  Hold my hands,  azankan our baby.  I really hope that I will have that chance. 

That will be one of my precious moment in my life.  

Till then, 
Assalamualaikum 

The End

Hey ya,

Entry this year memang sikit sangat.  Well.  Busy??  Tak jugak.  Just asyik sibuk menguruskan benda yang tak penting.  So,  it almost the end of december and its mean that we almost be in 2014.

The toughest year I think for me.  There is alot of things happens in my life.  But just let it be with the flow.  It wil be my secret.  Belajar menjadi dewasa.  Belajar menerima kenyataan.  Belajar menerima kekurangan dan kelebihan seseorang.  Belajar untuk memperbaiki diri untuk menjadi lebih baik.

Banyak impian jugak untuk tahun ni yang tak tercapai.  So it will be postponed till next year.  Ntah bape lama dah postpone pun tak tahu.  But for sure one of my dreams will come true at the middle of February.  Yeahhh!  Tak sabarrr!


Till then,
Assalamualaikum